Confessionals about the merge and shit

Awesome that I made the merge with both of my boys, but word on the street is they are voting out Jake tonight. That sucks, but at the same time, after the last 24 hours, I never expected Jake and I to both make the merge, so him leaving isn't the end of the world, I guess. I am reasonably sure both Noah and I are safe for this round. They will likely want to vote Noah out next, but anything could happen between then and now, so I am hoping for the best.

I guess I am supposed to vote Will, just because Noah told me we shouldn't both vote with the majority, that Jake and I should vote Will. Idk, I hope that doesn't get me into trouble, but I will give it a shot.

I have been slacking on confessionals. Here are some updates via conversations:

[9/21/2013 12:29:09 AM] Cherry : weird
[9/21/2013 12:29:22 AM] Cherry : okay
[9/21/2013 12:29:30 AM] Cherry : can I ask you
[9/21/2013 12:29:42 AM] Cherry : do you know what the fuck is going on in our survivor game?
[9/21/2013 12:29:55 AM] Cherry : is EVERYONE EXCEPT ME AND NOAH TOGETHER?
[9/21/2013 12:31:19 AM] Merriska Carrier: That's pretty close
[9/21/2013 12:31:38 AM] Cherry : ...you did an awful lot of typing for a 3 word sentence, missy
[9/21/2013 12:31:45 AM] Merriska Carrier: lol
[9/21/2013 12:31:47 AM] Cherry : do they want him next or me?
[9/21/2013 12:31:53 AM] Merriska Carrier: Him so far
[9/21/2013 12:32:04 AM] Cherry : :/
[9/21/2013 12:32:11 AM] Cherry : why is everyone going along with it?
[9/21/2013 12:32:22 AM] Merriska Carrier: I'd rather you didn't go, but I'd have to talk like 6 people out of it
[9/21/2013 12:32:24 AM] Cherry : like...when is a 7 people alliance ever a good thing?
[9/21/2013 12:32:55 AM] Cherry : wouldnt it make more sense for the 3 of you who are on the bottom of the food chain
[9/21/2013 12:33:01 AM] Cherry : to scoop up me and noah
[9/21/2013 12:33:08 AM] Cherry : and take out neil or daniel?
[9/21/2013 12:33:25 AM] Cherry : (those are the two with the most power, from where I can see in my lowly spot)
[9/21/2013 12:33:52 AM] Cherry : cuz you guys can all go OMG LETS ALL VOTE NOAH and then OMG LETS ALL VOTE CHERRY
[9/21/2013 12:33:53 AM] Cherry : but
[9/21/2013 12:33:55 AM] Cherry : after I leave
[9/21/2013 12:33:57 AM] Cherry : hello
[9/21/2013 12:34:00 AM] Cherry : you know?
[9/21/2013 12:34:25 AM] Merriska Carrier: I don't actually have a 7 member thing
[9/21/2013 12:34:33 AM] Cherry : you're not in the alliance?
[9/21/2013 12:34:43 AM] Cherry : or are there two separate alliances
[9/21/2013 12:34:48 AM] Cherry : UNITED TO DESTROY ME AND NOAH
[9/21/2013 12:34:55 AM] Cherry : lol noah and I are NOT that threatening
[9/21/2013 12:36:52 AM] Merriska Carrier: I've only been brought into a foursome...and yeah, you're really not lol
[9/21/2013 12:37:33 AM] Cherry : cough what does your 4some have against me
[9/21/2013 12:37:37 AM] Cherry : and lol who is it
[9/21/2013 12:37:45 AM] Cherry : I AM POWERLESS GIRL YOU KNOW I CANT DO ANYTHING
[9/21/2013 12:37:51 AM] Cherry : other than try to worm into your alliance
[9/21/2013 12:37:53 AM] Cherry : and you like me
[9/21/2013 12:37:54 AM] Cherry : so
[9/21/2013 12:37:55 AM] Cherry : lol
[9/21/2013 12:38:15 AM] Merriska Carrier: Well there was Will, Rob and Neil
[9/21/2013 12:38:49 AM] Cherry : they like me
[9/21/2013 12:38:51 AM] Cherry : kinda
[9/21/2013 12:38:52 AM] Cherry : lol
[9/21/2013 12:39:32 AM] Cherry : so then what, its you 4 in one alliance, and harley and daniel and steven in another?
[9/21/2013 12:39:39 AM] Cherry : i don't think thats right
[9/21/2013 12:39:54 AM] Cherry : I think there are more alliances and overlaps
[9/21/2013 12:40:11 AM] Merriska Carrier: There probably is, I agreed to it since I felt I was floating in alliance limbo
[9/21/2013 12:40:22 AM] Cherry : because honestly
[9/21/2013 12:40:36 AM] Cherry : you guys should have voted for harley instead of jake
[9/21/2013 12:40:51 AM] Merriska Carrier: I logged in and Jake already had 6 votes
[9/21/2013 12:40:53 AM] Cherry : he's more active, a bigger threat, and he pissed off king neil
[9/21/2013 12:41:03 AM] Cherry : oh no, I am not saying it's on you
[9/21/2013 12:41:16 AM] Cherry : but if harley and daniel aren't also working with neil and will
[9/21/2013 12:41:27 AM] Cherry : they would have voted harley out
[9/21/2013 12:41:51 AM] Cherry : like harley forced that tie and let lacey and kyle go
[9/21/2013 12:42:04 AM] Cherry : and he wasnt punished? jake hasnt even been active
[9/21/2013 12:42:10 AM] Cherry : but everyone was deadset on getting him out
[9/21/2013 12:42:19 AM] Cherry : and its not cuz he was too inactive cuz coughRob
[9/21/2013 12:42:46 AM] Cherry : i like rob, but I know he's just being dragged around as a completely useless vore
[9/21/2013 12:42:48 AM] Cherry : vote
[9/21/2013 12:43:19 AM] Merriska Carrier: I wish you had more power
[9/21/2013 12:43:34 AM] Cherry : i would have if everyone wasnt so deadset on voting jake
[9/21/2013 12:43:35 AM] Cherry : haha
[9/21/2013 12:43:58 AM] Cherry : how close are will and neil?
[9/21/2013 12:44:08 AM] Cherry : btw who has the idol
[9/21/2013 12:44:14 AM] Cherry : i think it's you or will
[9/21/2013 12:44:22 AM] Cherry : not that you would tell me, but i am telling you what i think lol
[9/21/2013 12:44:50 AM] Cherry : i know it's not noah. I am pretty sure it's not daniel, cuz he was interogating noah like a psycho last night
[9/21/2013 12:44:50 AM] Merriska Carrier: I wouldn't mind telling you actually, but I don't lol I never get idols
[9/21/2013 12:45:06 AM] Cherry : I dont think steven or neil are capable
[9/21/2013 12:45:08 AM] Cherry : so
[9/21/2013 12:45:12 AM] Cherry : will is my best guess
[9/21/2013 12:45:51 AM] Merriska Carrier: I think he must then, because I've never got my hands on an idol in years of gaming, I'm a dumbass lol
[9/21/2013 12:45:58 AM] Cherry : aw
[9/21/2013 12:46:08 AM] Cherry : I didnt even look at that puzzle thing you guys had to do, was it hard?
[9/21/2013 12:46:22 AM] Cherry : OMFG OR ELSE YOU ARE PLAYING ME SO HARD AND GIGGLING AS YOU FINGER YOUR IDOL
[9/21/2013 12:46:23 AM] Cherry : rofl
[9/21/2013 12:46:35 AM] Merriska Carrier: Will did all the puzzles
[9/21/2013 12:47:38 AM] Cherry : so you are telling me you think will has it?
[9/21/2013 12:48:18 AM] Merriska Carrier: There's a strong chance...I could always ask him lol
[9/21/2013 12:48:36 AM] Cherry : hmm
[9/21/2013 12:48:50 AM] Cherry : who is rob closest to?
[9/21/2013 12:48:57 AM] Cherry : is he neil's puppet or will's?
[9/21/2013 12:49:20 AM] Merriska Carrier: Idek, I've gotten so out of the loop with people I was working with dropping like flies
[9/21/2013 12:49:40 AM] Cherry : aw
[9/21/2013 12:49:59 AM] Cherry : if you could get 2 people would you be willing to consider working with me and noah?
[9/21/2013 12:50:05 AM] Cherry : you know you and me are the only girls
[9/21/2013 12:50:09 AM] Cherry : we can take these boys out
[9/21/2013 12:50:10 AM] Cherry : haha
[9/21/2013 12:50:26 AM] Merriska Carrier: Yes, but I have no idea who would go for it
[9/21/2013 12:50:55 AM] Cherry : hm
[9/21/2013 12:51:18 AM] Cherry : will and rob would be good, but doubtful
[9/21/2013 12:51:25 AM] Cherry : I cant picture will working with me and noah
[9/21/2013 12:51:33 AM] Cherry : we burnt that bridge
[9/21/2013 12:52:43 AM] Merriska Carrier: Maaaybe Rob, though if he has deals going he could tell everyone
[9/21/2013 12:53:01 AM] Cherry : rob has deals
[9/21/2013 12:53:15 AM] Cherry : harley has been communicating with rob
[9/21/2013 12:53:23 AM] Cherry : and harley told me rob is tight with neil
[9/21/2013 12:53:34 AM] Cherry : idk. harley was the one who told me neil is running things


[9/22/2013 5:30:15 PM] Cherry : message me when you get on
[9/22/2013 5:31:45 PM] Harley $: I'm here baby
[9/22/2013 5:31:52 PM] Cherry : heyy
[9/22/2013 5:32:07 PM] Harley $: But I'm about to go sleep in 10mins have a partially busy day
[9/22/2013 5:32:10 PM] Harley $: Wen
[9/22/2013 5:32:11 PM] Harley $: Erm*
[9/22/2013 5:32:19 PM] Cherry : okay, I will talk quickly lol
[9/22/2013 5:32:21 PM] Harley $: In terms of vote
[9/22/2013 5:32:24 PM] Harley $: It's not tou
[9/22/2013 5:32:28 PM] Harley $: It's Noah
[9/22/2013 5:32:30 PM] Cherry : okay good, thanks
[9/22/2013 5:32:35 PM] Cherry : that's what I thought :/
[9/22/2013 5:32:38 PM] Harley $: And this time I can't do anything to prolong it
[9/22/2013 5:32:43 PM] Cherry : yeah
[9/22/2013 5:32:49 PM] Harley $: They talked about it before band
[9/22/2013 5:32:58 PM] Harley $: I mean they believe he may have an idol
[9/22/2013 5:33:04 PM] Harley $: But I honestly know he doesn't
[9/22/2013 5:33:07 PM] Harley $: It's will
[9/22/2013 5:33:08 PM] Cherry : I know. I'm glad they are doing him first
[9/22/2013 5:33:15 PM] Cherry : yeah, I know will has it
[9/22/2013 5:33:22 PM] Cherry : no one told me, but it was obvious
[9/22/2013 5:33:30 PM] Cherry : cuz I know daniel doesnt have it and noah doesnt
[9/22/2013 5:33:38 PM] Harley $: Neil or will
[9/22/2013 5:33:39 PM] Cherry : and will is the only one smart enough to get it
[9/22/2013 5:33:40 PM] Harley $: It's will
[9/22/2013 5:33:43 PM] Cherry : I don't think its neil
[9/22/2013 5:33:44 PM] Harley $: Lmao
[9/22/2013 5:33:52 PM] Harley $: Omg btw I loved your story
[9/22/2013 5:33:52 PM] Cherry : like will is smart and shit
[9/22/2013 5:34:10 PM] Cherry : haha thank you. I think mine was best, the others were too long and boring to read
[9/22/2013 5:34:25 PM] Cherry : but if I am safe anyway, it's probably better I didnt win, I look like less of a threat
[9/22/2013 5:34:39 PM] Harley $: I think
[9/22/2013 5:34:56 PM] Cherry : anyway, I wanted to tell you that neil has a fourway alliance with him and will and rob and angel.
[9/22/2013 5:35:01 PM] Harley $: You can be safe without any word of your for atleast 2 more rounds
[9/22/2013 5:35:14 PM] Harley $: Interesting
[9/22/2013 5:35:20 PM] Cherry : and she thinks they are like, his core alliance or whatever, but I think neil has multiple alliances
[9/22/2013 5:35:24 PM] Harley $: This is what I mean about him running the show
[9/22/2013 5:35:28 PM] Cherry : so I figured I would report to you
[9/22/2013 5:35:36 PM] Harley $: He does have multiple alliances
[9/22/2013 5:35:41 PM] Cherry : yeah. if you and daniel or you and whoever want to take neil down at some point
[9/22/2013 5:35:45 PM] Cherry : you know I'm your girl
[9/22/2013 5:35:56 PM] Harley $: That's why keeping you in the game is better for me
[9/22/2013 5:35:59 PM] Harley $: But he can't stand it
[9/22/2013 5:36:00 PM] Harley $: Lmao
[9/22/2013 5:36:09 PM] Harley $: I know I can trust you
[9/22/2013 5:36:31 PM] Cherry : yeah
[9/22/2013 5:36:33 PM] Cherry : thanks
[9/22/2013 5:37:04 PM] Harley $: But yes you're safe this round Hun
[9/22/2013 5:37:20 PM] Harley $: Don't say I told you though
[9/22/2013 5:37:20 PM] Cherry : also, angel and I are close. like, not gamewise per say, but we're friends, and i think she would be willing to flip if you need her to at some point, i think she is only with them because they are the ones who approached her
[9/22/2013 5:37:43 PM] Cherry : I won't. I am pleading with neil now, begging him not to vote me out since I took three hours of my time to write that story
[9/22/2013 5:38:34 PM] Harley $: Lmao well they're still trying to flush Noah's idol out lmao
[9/22/2013 5:38:43 PM] Harley $: But honesty thanks for the heads up boo
[9/22/2013 5:38:50 PM] Cherry : omg poor noah doesnt even have an idol lol
[9/22/2013 5:38:57 PM] Harley $: I defo have a lot to think about
[9/22/2013 5:38:57 PM] Cherry : but yeah, let them vote him over me I guess lol
[9/22/2013 5:39:07 PM] Cherry : will totally has the idol though, I am like 95% sure
[9/22/2013 5:39:07 PM] Harley $: Every girl for themselves in this game
[9/22/2013 5:39:12 PM] Cherry : and you're welcome
[9/22/2013 5:39:14 PM] Cherry : haha pretty much
[9/22/2013 5:39:15 PM] Harley $: I am 99% sure
[9/22/2013 5:39:24 PM] Harley $: Also I loved your story
[9/22/2013 5:39:32 PM] Cherry : thanks
[9/22/2013 5:39:37 PM] Harley $: "This isn't an outfit, this is fashion"
[9/22/2013 5:39:45 PM] Cherry : hahaha I knew you'd love that
[9/22/2013 5:40:03 PM] Harley $: I was lolling so bad
[9/22/2013 5:40:15 PM] Harley $: Never know maybe you predicated how this game ends up hahaha
[9/22/2013 5:40:34 PM] Cherry : omg, hope so. I did have noah die first for a reason, lmao


I think I got you to stick around until at least f6
[9/22/2013 10:11:52 PM] Cherry : omg I love you
[9/22/2013 10:11:58 PM] Cherry : who did you have to talk to for that?
[9/22/2013 10:14:40 PM] Merriska Carrier: Well...next round (the round you were slated to go), the idol's getting used (DON'T SHARE THIS WITH ANYONE). I pointed out it would be retarded to use it just for Cherry with no one left and hasn't won any immunities. So instead, they'll vote out someone else
[9/22/2013 10:15:04 PM] Cherry : yesssss
[9/22/2013 10:15:07 PM] Cherry : love you (heart)
[9/22/2013 10:15:30 PM] Cherry : I am assuming will or neil has the idol, probably will